^?^ I don`t understand myself ^?^

My thinking :

Nw , wat i wan ??

I`m really don`t knw ~~

I thing i dun understand myself and wat is 'my mean' !!

I`m 'happy' ??

I nid 'emotion' ??

Haizzzz...wat is 'my life' ??

My live is for wat ??

Who can hear me to talk my thinking ...??

Som3tim3 i think mys3lf was v3ry us3l3ss ...

I`m nt a b3st fr3n N nt a lot of fr3n is good ...

Som3time i`m boring so much , who i can find ...

I`m find ad , oso nope anything can let us to chat...

3v3rytim3 , wh3n i wan to w3nt som3 wh3r3 trav3l ,

must had som3 fr3n did`t went ...

Y ?? I did`t like u all lik3 that ...

Do u`ll knw , u like do tis ... I thing u`ll so troubl3 ...

D gv away jio u som3 1 coming out l3 ...

I will thing was u did`t lik3 com3 out with m3 ... {sad}

I will turn down jio u come out ...

Bt i`m 1 person so boring ...

Help ==''{wuwuwuwuwu}

^?^我到底要的是什么^?^

我真的不懂...!!

什么是我的生命 ??

什么才是我真正要的~~!!

开心/感情 ??

我的生命又是为了什么 ??

又有谁可以听听我的心声 ??

有时我真的觉得我自己很没用，也很没有价值 ...

我没有一个真正的好友 ...

闷的时候我真的不懂可以找谁 ??

有谁可以陪我聊 ??

找到了又没话聊...

Haizzz...每次去旅行有一定会有一些朋友不要去...

你们这样我会觉得是你们不喜欢跟我出...

我也会开始学着不去接你们出来...

我怕被拒绝 !!!

但我一个人又很闷...

男性朋友也会怕只有我一个女的跟他们出来会被讲，所以也会开始不接我...

Haizzzz , 可怜的生活...

Crystalpeipei !!!

Make an entra effort{加油}

U can do it !!@@